Everything's A Mess

Schoolwork has always been easy for me to get done. I have missed more school this year than ever before, and I still manage to maintain my grades. Although schoolwork is easy for me, it's definitely another thing I need to keep in mind. Something that must be done. I have so much going on besides school, it seems so hard to have to keep up on my grades when in reality, it's the least of my concerns. I guess it's just another thing to add to the list.

My family is going through a lot right now, like way too much. Not going into detail, but my mom and her boyfriend just broke up and she's having a terrible time adjusting to single parentage. I love my mom right to death, but I feel as if I cannot express when I'm personally upset because she has so many of her own problems that mine just add to the jumble. My older brother can't even live with us for the time being because our support system is so out of whack. 

My social life has drastically decreased since I moved to this lame town. You don't realize how hard it is to make new friends until you realize you're perfectly fine with your old ones. I don't feel right getting through high school with these kids, when my I have watched my best friends grow up in Bangor every year. I have moved to 4 different schools since head start, but moving during high school has definitely been the hardest to cope with.

There is barely anywhere to apply for a job in Bucksport. The few places available are nice, but it's less likely I'll get hired since so many people are on look-out for jobs during this economy drop, especially new teenagers. I work at McDonald's but I never go, because I hate it there. If I can't find another job I'm going to stay there unfortunately, because money is money.